We have all seen the large “pop” acts that dance and play guitar and sing and rap and so forth. I’ve known for years that this was going on by the R & B industry but I never thought in a million light years that it would come down to Christian music as well.

Honesty. It’s such a lonely word.

Let me tell you why this is a problem for those of you that do not know the music industry;

A song begins in the soul of the person writing it, goose bumps, then divine inspiration, then that leads to tapping it out on paper. That was the way of it for almost 2000 years. Not anymore.  Those days are long gone now.

Now for the next 200 years you will still have songwriters taping out a song by inspiration on paper and an old pencil, but rarely, and I mean rarely will you ever hear that song. It will most likely never see the light of day. You see, the record labels have discovered a little trick, and its called “hit song science”.  Its another software that takes all of the common sequences of every song that was in the top 3 on Billboard since 1899. That’s right. You see where this is going?  So now they don’t need a writer at all. They just put in 2 chords and it gives them the chorus and or verse that goes with the chords. So if I write Am and C, it will give me the chorus of the song, the melodic line, and how long it needs to be.  All that needs to be done now is get some lyrics.

So off to the studio goes the 50-60 year old “studio musicians” to track the song using Pro Tools.  Once that is done, and this is where Satin comes in, they get 15 year olds to stand there and play air guitar and bass while the tr, while a cute little 10 year old girl or boy lip syncs into the mic.The girl or buy actually has to be able to hold a tune. Since that is the vocals on the song, what they do now is get the Diva’s or the kids to sing each song “word by word” . They get the kid to sing each word 5 times, and then the engineer (the guys that should be paid big bucks but are used by labels) takes each one of these words, and “auto tunes” the word and even draws out the melody line on a computer! I am not kidding.  Boy are they going to hate me for this post. I don’t care.

Once he is done, he then repeats this process 5 times until the engineer has created 5 vocal tracks that are 5 different takes actually. When you listen to this track by itself, it sounds like “one take” of the Diva singing the song from beginning to end. He keeps his best take as the “lead” vocal, and then takes the other 4 tracks and overlaps them onto each other slightly, creating what is called a “double”. When he mixes the song, the double (4 other tracks) is turned up slightly underneath the “best” take and then reverb, echo, and a million other effects are looped on until it sounds pristine.  It sounds like Barbara Streisand, but the difference is that Barb had something these kids don’t. Talent.

So now that the pop song is done, they go to a studio in LA, where the songs are played through a computer and a PA system and they let the “band” practice faking each song in a large mirror until they get it down. So finally getting to my point of points, what the label really needs is just cute kids. Kids that are VERY easy to manipulate. I won’t name names, but you can all go and Google lip syncing  and find many popular bands that were busted on video and or even Saturday Night Live recently.

So now Satin has the ability to make “anyone” a star.

All they need is good looks.

Now he can move the masses as he is doing now, subliminally imprinting them with the words of the music. Telling them anything they want to hear, and hearing is believing when your a kid.  Just imagine what a tool he has at his disposal now. Each one of these pop tarts will eventually be used by the enemy when the timing is right to imprint on these young minds that sex before marriage is “normal” and “OK” or that “drinking” is OK. The sky is the limit. The kids think, if “she” can do it, it must be OK Mom. This is not the flesh telling you this brothers and sisters, this is the spirit, this is the truth of what is happening. Satin has control of almost every single news organization accept for 1 large one and several smaller ones. He is using that control on liberal media to manipulate the masses into believing anything he wants.

I just showed you how he is now controlling the youth of America using a very powerful medium.

Father GOD, I pray Lord that you let loose angels to protect the anointed musicians, and worship leaders of the world.

Thank you so much for coming to the site, and I know from your emails and support that some of you are actually benefiting from these blogs I write and to be honest it makes me feel good to know that.  I really appreciate you visiting and saying what is on your mind. Even the personal email’s asking for prayer and or help mean so much to me. Often times when I am depressed, or feeling down, I open up my website in box and sometimes spend hours and hours reading them, and responding to them. Yesterday I stayed up until 4:20 am!  I wish I spoke HINDI or Thai so I could help many of you in those nations better by understanding your language. I suppose if God could make the heavens and the earth, he could get me to learn these languages.

I have not been writing much because to be completely honest with all of you I just did not want to write anything negative. I always want to be supporting and uplifting in all of my posts because many of you are indeed going through trials of many kinds. God molds us and shapes us by putting us through trials and remember that when you are in the heat of a trial that he loves you. He does not bring change to someone unless he loves you and wants you to change. I realize this and yes for you elders out there I remember the scripture in James. Now we all know the King James version, but look at the amplified:

²Consider it wholly joyful, my brethren, whenever you are enveloped in or encounter trials of any sort or fall into various temptations.

³Be assured and understand that the trial and proving of your faith bring out endurance and steadfastness and patience.

⁴But let endurance and steadfastness and patience have full play and do a thorough work, so that you may be [people] perfectly and fully developed [with no defects], lacking in nothing.

⁵If any of you is deficient in wisdom, let him ask of ^[b]the giving God [Who gives] to everyone liberally and ungrudgingly, without reproaching or faultfinding, and it will be given him.

This scripture, I have read so many times during this year. I have to tell you brothers and sisters that I, a follower of the way, a man of many sins that found Jesus in October of 2001 have pretty much had the worst year of my life so far.  These are not little trials either. A job loss, or a friend leaving you are big trials to young believers, but when you mature and get older the trials get harder, and harder.  Just when I settle down for a few days, thank God for what I have, get into the word and feel just a hint of Joy it seems as though another, greater trial is down the road, and then hits me right out of the blue with no warning at all.  Trial after trial after trial.  There seems to be no end to my trials this year.

At the beginning of the year when the first trials came I joked with other brothers at church about the difficulties I was surviving, and would pat them on the back and say ” Gotta stay strong!” or “Gotta Praise him when your in a trial”. I joked about my trials. That lasted through February and March. I actually had the faith. I “considered it wholly joyful“.

By April I was just about ready to pull my hair out over some issues with my music.  I guess this is one small trial that I was going through (still am) but I don’t want to gossip, but I don’t know what the line is between gossip and just being honest about something, writing it down, and sharing it with others. I would hate, and I mean really feel guilty if other Christian artists out there had to endure what I have had to endure.  It’s hard to explain really but I don’t think I can survive another attack on my music. The enemy is doing “everything” under the sun to keep this CD from hitting Lifeway and Family Christian stores.  The people he uses are some of the nicest people on earth.

Sometimes the difficulties are so much to bear that I just laugh really.

I want to tell you these trials brothers and sisters not for pity but to give hope to all of you who endure our faith.

To start out with January- April trials,  I had a well known, connected Nashville “on fire” for Christ Christian’s ask me for $178,909.00 dollars to “spin” my music on mainstream Christian stations. That’s the ONLY way it can be done now.  Can you imagine?  I told him to jump in the creek and he told me “You will never spin on the radio. I am radio. They don’t put you in rotation unless I say so!”  It’s illegal yes, but it’s done in such a way that skirts the laws.  What happened to the day’s of a good song getting on the air? Everything has changed. It’s worse in many ways than the secular market. It’s all commercial now.

So understanding that, and seeing many Christian artists getting on the radio, getting popular, and living this dream was for the beginning of this year hard to bear for me.  So between this Nashville guy , as well as a slew of other problems ranging from dishonesty by distributors, to flat out lying to me about release dates, the beginning of this year was awful for me and it really tried my patience to the point of just sitting in my truck and listening to the word on CD for hours. It took everything out of me to write something uplifting in April.

Even through all of these trials, I wanted to impress God so I managed to make a commitment to Him to get into the word before bed, and in the morning before I check email, make calls, or get up I try and get into the word.

Then May hit and I cannot tell you this trial because its still ongoing, but it’s a complete nightmare to have to go through. To make matters even more worse is that the person that is doing it to me is also a brother in Christ. Yesterday I did something I never thought was possible and that is pray for him that God blesses him. I actually forgave him for what he is doing to me. It was very hard to do. Later in May we got slammed by Satin with a financial crisis that really, really hit me out of left field.  A family member needed some assistance, and when you add the fact that I am starting businesses for people, helping them out financially, etc, it all ads up and when you get hit with a financial problem all of a sudden it makes you wonder if you did the right thing.

I was even questioning my tithe.  For the last part of May I tried to watch 3 TD Jake’s a day. Joyce Meyers was also on my watch list as well as John Bevere. I love these guys, and they are out of all of the evangelist I know probably the ones that speak to me the most because they have “been there”.  I pushed in even harder. The more trials that came, the more I pushed in and in and in.

Finally my elders of my church invited my family to a B & B at an island in the San Juans. I was really looking forward to the relaxation and when we settled in and the rain started to come down, Satin began to fill my head with images of problems I was going through, my music, taking care of my family and he loves to remind me of the days I was single living in sin and how much fun it would be go to back. I shook it off but by 7PM I was in a miserable mood. One of the elders said “Let’s praise Jesus and worship the Lord”.

You know from my posts how honest I am with you guys. Let me tell you that is NOT what I wanted to do at that moment.  I could not pick up my guitar and do it.  Another worship leader began to play songs and it took three songs but by the 4th song I was singing and had pulled my guitar out and played “His love endures forever”. I began to feel the evil cloud leave my family and I felt for a moment some joy and peace and even began to feel confident that I am going to praise his name through this trial. We enjoyed our evening but as time went by, my 6 year old son, my firstborn, began to have wheezing and difficulty breathing. We took him to the small clinic right away on the island and was told it was “allergies”.  I knew in my heart that was not the case, but I was determined to have a good time but promised myself I would watch my son.

It was late into the evening now and I found myself checking on him and it seemed that he was better somewhat. I prayed over him and laid hands on him and commanded in the name of Jesus he would “heal”.  I could not get to sleep however because, call it a lack of faith, I knew he was suffering. So I sat at the end of his bed and watched him struggle breathing until around 1am and then I could not keep my eyes open. I went into my room and asked my wife to watch him for a few hours and she agreed. I went to bed and said a prayer.

I was woken up at 5am by my Mother in Law saying that they had to Evacuate him by boat to Seattle and he was in the ER. I called my wife and she said she did not want to wake me, so she called 911 because nothing was open on this island and they had a boat come from Seattle to get my son, and take him to the hospital.

Turns out: Asthma attack. Know what? My son does not have asthma.

So as you can imagine, no sleep, running on empty I packed all of the stuff and drove home to my wife who was taking care of my son. He was fine. Breathing normal and telling me all about his trip to the hospital. It was “cool”. Amen for that.

Anyway, I write this late on Sunday evening this first week of June to tell you to please pray for me. But this time I don’t want to pray that my CD gets in stores, or that I get out of this financial problem, or this brothers leaves me alone. What I really want prayer for is that I become what GOD wants me to become, not what I want. Maybe that’s it. Maybe that is what I need to learn here.

Your brother in the sufferings of our Lord Jesus,

P

I thank my distributor and my record label and my Manager Chris for making this happen. I pray that they place it at retail, in a good spot!

Please Father God, let your word speak to people through my music.

I am writing allot of new material now, and trying to rehearse and get ready for when the Lord calls me to perform. I heard today that my CD is being shipped to Lifeway, and now we are trying to break the hold these corporations have on radio. I received an email today telling me its going to be $245,898.00 dollars and if I wire this to an account at Royal Bank in Canada, they will spin my single on all Christian stations nationwide. How sad. So that’s what it takes huh? Good thing it’s spring.

I take spring as a reminder from God that He loves new beginnings. When everything feels dead and dull and barren, God gives life. I love this about my Lord.

Now, as I look out the window and see the grass’s green growing in its vibrancy, the trees budding, and finally, after a long Washington winter, the sun shining on all in sight I’m reminded of God’s faithfulness. Like spring, God never fails to show up. He’ll never forsake us. With this thought, my heart swells.

Spring, too, is the time for singing. As the birds of the air who lift their voices at the arrival of spring, so must we. Praising the Lord is a must in the springtime. He is worthy of such. Though, we don’t deserve it, He grants us a fresh start–– a new beginning. He remains faithful, even when we betray him in our disobedience. When we deserve eternal winter, he gives rain, sun, and life.

So, this spring, whether you’re a passionate singer or an off-key, hands-in-pocket head nodder, give God the glory. Worship Him, for He is faithful. He gives new beginnings. If you need a ‘restart,’ He’ll give it to you. He’s that good.

Some crowds give me as warm a reception you could ask for, while others have me reeling in discomfort and outcastedness. Some promises are fulfilled; others are forgotten. Some days are rosy, some are average, and others have me wanting to quit.

At times, the lack of control over all of this is exasperating. “I want to drive the roller coaster!” I scream inside. “I want control!”

Yet, when chaos is the norm–– when criticism, failure, and mundaneness haunt me–– I remember the words of the fellow songwriter, the psalmist, “The Lord is my Shepherd.” Such an understanding keeps me at it. I’m being led by the One who formed me in my mother’s womb. The Lord, He is my shepherd, and I shall not want. He leads me through green pastures and beside still waters. He, the divine roller coaster operator, is in control. And He has my best interest in mind.

Today, let us be reminded of his sovereignty. His leadership is perfect. And, for this, I will worship Him. Whether musical success or failure is around the corner, this is about Jesus for me. Through my music, my life, my success and my failure: “May the Lamb that was slain receive the reward of His suffering.” (The Moravians)

-Phil

Why have those songs remained atop the list of great worship music through the ages? Is it their catchiness? Their eloquence? Maybe a little. Perhaps the Psalms are so great because of their face-melting guitar licks and brilliant music videos? Not in the least. What makes these particular songs so great in God’s eyes is their ability to capture the essence of Him. Unlike so many of today’s songs, the triumph of the Psalms is found in their authentic praise of God.

As I ponder such beautiful worship music, I can’t help but grow in my desire to write music of similar stature. I want my music synced with the songs of the angels, who forever worship God around His throne (Revelation 4-5), proclaiming “Holy” over and over. This is what I long for and strive for–– to give to God the glory due His name (Psalm 29).

Really, I’ll settle for nothing less with my music. He deserves far better than what he’s getting from most of today’s music. And so, I’m striving to write the hits. Maybe they’ll be catchy and eloquent. Maybe they’ll have face-melting guitar licks and we’ll shoot cool music videos for them. But, above all, they’ll worship God–– giving Him what He’s worthy of.

Amen. Who’s with me?

-Phil

Thank you so much for your support over the years. I really appreciate it very much and with much prayer, disappointment, and hope it now seems that my album will hit Lifeway in February of 2010.

I hope and pray it comes to pass but in this business you cant be sure of anything until you see it!

I visited Thailand this week and visited the churches there and I can tell you that they are on fire for Christ like no other. Talking to someone in the cab, they want to come to church. Talk to someone at lunch, they want to come to church. People there are so hungry for something different and when they feel the Lord it’s no going back. I spent a week there and reached out to people, supported the churches we have planted, and energized them.

Please pray for Thailand that it continues to grow. The enemy has planted there well, and its a war there like no other.

P

A change for the better.

While most of my old fans are upset by this, I need to tell you that I have found what I am looking for, and his name is Jesus. If you are struggling, poor, broke, destitute, and are on the edge, please know that I have been there and the ONLY way out is through him. Please open the bible to the book of Acts and start reading. This is where it all began, the first people in the upper room.

I feel so blessed and I deeply appreciate all of the emails of support I have received from people I’ve never met. While I am trying to get my record in stores here in the United States to spread the Lord’s message, it’s been an uphill battle. That is ok with me because I continue to sell out to record crowds overseas in areas where Jesus is needed the most and I am grateful that the Lord has used me to reach people through my songs. I plan to play Iran in the near future and plan to do an outreach there soon.

Please feel free to explore my site and if you are a worship leader and or Pastor you will want to visit my www.christianpriaseandworship.com which is a worship forum I recently created.

Contrary to what is being said about me, I have not abandoned my fan base, but instead I have found the answer to what I have been seeking my entire life. You can find out about that answer in the words of my music.